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Growing up I experienced the unsettling cycle of impermanence. As a foster child during my infancy, I experienced the transient nature of care. Eventually, I returned to my mother's care, but our life together was far from conventional. Associated with homelessness and struggling to maintain stability, our lives were characterized by uncertainty. Education became a sporadic pursuit as I found myself in and out of school, often left to my own devices to navigate the world. While my mother's affiliations with the homeless community meant I had to jump around or fend for myself at times. It wasn't until the age of twelve that I would be in another lonely, soul crushing situation.
I found myself in the care of my birth father. Unfortunately my father, though physically present, was emotionally distant and abusive in every sense of the word. Amidst this tumultuous backdrop, I found solace in my burgeoning connection with the divine.
It's difficult to pinpoint the exact moment I realized I possessed psychic abilities, but I knew from an early age that I was different. Perhaps it was my deep-seated connection to God that served as a catalyst, providing a lens through which to view the world and glimpse the future that lay ahead. In the depths of my despair, my faith became a lifeline, offering me glimpses of a reality beyond my immediate circumstances. As I lay awake at night, trapped within the confines of my own thoughts, I pondered the purpose of my existence.
Despite the feeling of being imprisoned within my own life, I clung to the glimmers of hope that illuminated my path. Each day brought new challenges, yet amidst the struggle, I glimpsed moments of clarity and insight that fueled my resolve.
I believe in the existence of God based on the profound gift of psychic abilities bestowed upon me, as well as the inexplicable explanations of the world that unfold before me. I've come to understand that the closer I am to God, the more I am able to see and comprehend the mysteries of life, reinforcing my belief in the divine presence guiding my journey.
2011- 2012 was when encountered by my dream predictions. Initial encounters were characterized by glimpses of seemingly mundane events, akin to scenes from a movie, and insights into small future occurrences. Although experiencing touch from the other world and small gestures that suggest my interactions. Perceiving the colors of people's auras and vivid, movie-like images appearing in my mind's eye.
In 2017-2018, I began experiencing vivid dreams foretelling the deaths of individuals close to me. Despite skepticism from others, these premonitions proved eerily accurate, The culmination came when a friend's passing unfolded exactly as I had foreseen. Additionally, I sensed another impending death during this time, although the identity of the individual remained unclear. A day later knowing who it was.
Initial Immersion: 2019, I encountered a malevolent spirit within my home, a chilling experience that left me shaken yet determined to confront the supernatural forces at play. Despite the fear it instilled, this encounter marked the beginning of my journey into the realm of paranormal phenomena. When I attempted to cleanse the home by calling out and performing a sage ritual, the intensity of the encounter heightened, with the door shaking in response. Eventually, the spirit departed, leaving me shaken but with a newfound awareness.
In 2020-2021I foresaw the deaths of two individuals: a close friend and my adopted brother. Despite recognizing the familiar sensation that accompanied these premonitions, I chose to keep my insights to myself. The weight of anticipated loss was heavy,I grappled with the significance of sharing my foresight, torn between trusting the intuitive knowledge I possessed and doubting its validity. The sensation felt unfamiliar and unsettling, leading me to attempt to dismiss it altogether. I struggled to reconcile this ability with my understanding of how psychic insights typically manifested, as it didn't align with experiences in dreams or other forms I was familiar with. As a result, I chose to suppress and ignore these abilities, hesitant to embrace a reality that defied my understanding.
By 2021, I found myself in communication with several spirits, among them being my son's paternal grandfather. One particular incident stands out vividly: following a distressing dream involving a car accident, I experienced a profound sensation of transcendence. In the aftermath, as if whispered into my ear, I heard the grandfather's name. The sensation of his presence lingered, leaving me gripped with fear and uncertainty, grappling with the possibility of losing my grip on reality.
In 2022, my psychic experiences evolved, encompassing auditory, visual, and olfactory sensations.
It wasn't until 2023, following the birth of my son, that a profound shift occurred within me. Despite enduring skepticism and dismissal from others who doubted my experiences as delusional or fabricated, I found validation in the most unexpected manner. Through three transformative encounters, my perception of reality underwent a profound transformation. A spirit manifested before me, projecting vivid images directly into my mind akin to scenes in a movie. With startling clarity, I witnessed the spirit's appearance and felt her emotions resonate within me. Upon sharing this revelation with the individual, their reaction mirrored astonishment, as though they had encountered a ghost. In that moment, the truth of my insights was undeniable, dispelling any lingering doubt or self-doubt. I was no longer subject to gaslighting or questioning my own reality; instead, I found affirmation and empowerment in embracing my innate psychic abilities.
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